Trust is to believe and Jealousy is a feeling.

People tends to mix up this two words by saying 'if you trust you won't get jealous' but this is two different word never put it as the same.

It's tired to constantly fight for attention from your love ones. One day you will get tired and slowly don't give a damn. Is it true to care less and feel loved more ? For a Virgo we have to give more and expect less to reduce disappointment. Because expectation mostly leads to disappointment.

Do you know how much it's hurt when you get scolded, shouted at and stuff like that. Virgo will remembered it for life. Whatever you say even is accidentally, it will always stay in their hearts . I hate myself cause I can't pass my own expectation and I'm changing so are you.

Sometimes I'm insecure feeling that you treat others better or the same but I don't wanna be like this because this isn't what I want. So I accept who you are and you should accept who I am. I know be humble. I know I can't give you what she did. This leads to low self esteem so I have to change.

I'm very vexed now sitting at the carpark wanting to smoke but I promise not to. I will cry myself out everytime and go drinking session with my pal to forget what's on my mind . Things won't always stays the same . I really don't like wyastthatsswyaiarwm. This fucking hurts when ystttbwyaiarwm. Ycuasortctth! Ptsbknsippa! Because of you I am very different from last time already!

Work to numb myself sometimes.