Blame myself.

Im not invincible
I hurt, I cry, I bleed.
I might not let you see it
Im not robot
Sometimes I wish people just let me be
When I say I'm okay, I might be lying.

I'm not as strong as you think. Exam is over and things isn't going well between me dearest ): . All because of my boliao attitude quarrel over small things. Cause that day dearest waited for me downstairs for 2hr and I was sleeping. After that I went down to meet him. Had lunch with him and he rush off.. I don't like when I'm meeting him and he had to rush off.. But is me luh keep sleep like pig! I'm sucha pig. Sometimes, I feel likea burden .. I feel that I'm the very vex and make him don't wanna talk to me. I feel that I'm not worth it for him. I feel that I'm ugly. I feel that I'm the worst. I feel that I suck. I feel that I'm not good enough. I feel that im being lame to do all those stupid things and make you sad/angry. I hate me I myself. . Suddenly feel like I have low self esteem .
I'm sorry ... I think I'm being a burden to you . Anyway, I feel very relief now cause my exam are all over and I thought I could spend more time with him but he is gonna be busy.. So I spend my day home with my dog ! He know all my secret the deepest of me. When I cry he will Sayang me (': nothing much to say already so Byebye!