Has been busy this few weeks That's Why didn't blogged. Had a great time spending with my boyfriend and now working at uniqlo likea mad cow! Hmm, working with kai nora shasha liangming adrain denson was great they are the ones who are always there when I need help. Enough of work actually here to rant about how I feel when I'm not with him.
I kinda dislike he always text girls but what can I do. Quarrel because of that thousand times but Anything change? NO! So ya I'm tired of it but he always tell me I might talk to many girl but they are just friend. Who knows what will change. Me you can't predict. So I never give up cause I believe he won't change Maybe age gap but oh well. Every night cry to sleep till now I don't know what to do... I'm so scare I feel insecure I feel unwanted or Maybe just another girl he could talk to. I don't feel significant at all. He treats everyone the Same. I'm Nothing perhaps im just stupid .. I don't want to revolve around him I will go Crazy one day. I'm too soft hearted. But Oh well bitch karma will hits you one day! It's also his fault la I know he didn't tell her he has a gf he just like flirting around. I don't want say Anything I don't want to quarrel I'm sick and tired of it. Sometimes, friend ask do you think It's worth it. I keep quiet till now I don't know the answer but It's gonna be out 9th month soon Maybe just an ordinary day. I should just stop here .Goodnight peeps working tomorrow!
Anyway, (L) I believe you will change. I really don't want to lose you. I never love someone so deep before I swear It's like you are part of my life already. You brighten my day by just one phone call. You know perhaps you don't know...
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