This year my new year resolution is: Focus, balance and achieve! Focus on my studies. Have a balance between study and rest and achieve what I want! So wish me luck and I believe I can! result
A thousand years .
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
School starts!
Monday, December 31, 2012
Last day of 2012 .
I'm at home the whole day cause I don't want to squeeze with other people. Wanted to go town and countdown with my boy but he is working. Might be going to drink with my pals but then don't know should I not. Anyways I'm watching running man laughing my lungs out. Okay should update later? Maybe.
Friday, December 28, 2012
What I can do I have already done.
Hey peeps, using my boyfriend's macbook to blog again. Hmmm, having moodswing this few days and I dont know the reason why. I will cherish every moment with you and ya I may be demanding sometimes Who won't demand? cause we are only human! But im gonna change not that old me anymore. But my heart is still the same. I get jealous because I am afraid someone is going to make you happier then I do. Everyday is a new chapter a never ending story till death hits us and boom there goes our life. So cherish every little moment you have with your family friends and love ones. Because you will not know when death will hit you and just gone like that. Live your life to the fullest! Boy, iloveyou always. Love me just me?
Saturday, December 22, 2012
My love.
At bby's house now using his mac while he listen to his music! Still very puzzled should I go to sec 5. How :( So if I go traineeship I will be working 5 days at the hotel's kitchen,1 school day and 1 off day. I think i'll be god damn tired by the time i finish my course but I really dont want to waste anymore time because i want to earn money asap and get nearer to the course hospitality. Dearest is singing while i type why is he so funny! He is now reading what im typing and correcting my english!
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
What goes around comes around
Today is my off day! And I'm thinking of going sec 5 or higher nitech! This decision is so hard. Friends of mine ask me to go sec 5 cause then course I want is early childhood but I don't think I could manage sec 5 so instead I wanna go higher nitech and get business studies. But what if I can't get into that course .. hmmm how? ! ): so puzzled. Just a short post for today I'm just too tired gonna take a nap now!
Saturday, December 15, 2012
How to save a life.
Been working and working this few weeks or maybe months. Money always seems not enough for me. So I guess I shouldn't think of getting things I want. Have to and need to save up. A few colleague of mine are all so funny example yulin junheng ina jingmao (Christina) yumeng Shuanghui all of them Damn funny one. Almost all very joker.
And where did I go wrong?
Tuesday, December 4, 2012
Will it start again?
Hmmm, I really hope it will not happen again. 爱一个人就好好的爱. Got so difficult? Loads of things running through my mind. Insecurity is eating me up. What is wrong with me?! 心好烦呀! They say I'm not scare or anything but fail when it comes to love.
Why am I like that? Because I have no confidence? Am I not good enough? Fuck insecurity really! And I don't like to be the same as others. Anyway, times are bad and I've got bills to pay. Working and working this few weeks! Tiring but I like the feeling of being occupied. Colleague from Mitch and Marc, Crabtree & Evelyn are all so funny! They brighten up my days during work! Play pranks on junheng and keep turning the musical box to irritate yulin didn't take any pictures of them and ya should do it tomorrow currently having off for 3days and today is the third day. Finally can cuddle in my bed and rest!



